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My Hope
I was having a conversation with a friend this morning and we were talking about big upcoming events in the lives of our children. Boy 2 has a school event coming up, Girl is graduating from high...
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I have hope because I had Faith
WARNING GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS/PHOTOS MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR ALL AUDIENCES July 9, 2009 at 1823h was the last time I was pregnant. Faith was born at 8 weeks, 5 days gestation. While not yet completely...
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They Made Me
I don’t understand people who blame their parents and how they were for the choices they make in their adult years. GIVE IT UP already. Who did have a childhood that was all puppies and butterflies?...
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…Shattered…
…and just like that my heart hurts… This one isn’t about my boys though. I think I hurt Sparky’s feelings. I dunno for sure though because after a long shift at work he was going to bed. I got a letter...
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An Open Letter to My Daughter
I don’t even know how to explain this one…not here, in words; not to my heart. It’s just not an option. Oh hell my heart… Dear Miss Bug, If I didn’t believe in my heart of hearts that you are going to...
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The Story of Sam
Friday, August 1, 2003 I found out I was pregnant. First person to know was my shrink…I was crying; maybe it wasn’t true, maybe the test was a false-positive…I couldn’t be pregnant. I had spent the...
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What I Need
When people find out I am getting divorced I get the normal sympathies. When they find out my boys are living with their dad, they often are overcome with shock and wonder. I get everything from ‘how...
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Can You Feel It?
My boys are the most compassionate children I have ever met. They are eager to serve others and to show people love. This last weekend the boys were talking about a trip they are going on with their...
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Battle Buddy
Fortunately (or unfortunately) I have a new battle buddy. Fortunately because we each have many similarities in our situations, unfortunately though because there are four more children who are now...
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Before the End
Part of moving on after a failed relationship is doing a thorough evaluation of the facts; a relationship autopsy if you will. I had done this already to a certain extent. I have decided to go over my...
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